"You got knocked the f*uck out!"

You remember that line from Friday...that's how I felt after my first day of work. I thought I was ready for it...M** handed me my ass on a platter!! Okay so let me just say I love M**, I've always wanted to work for them but it's not what I'm used to!! I've always been amazing at any work that I've done...always (when I work I werk!!!) I think since I haven't worked for so long I've lost a lot of my, how do I say it, tolerance for putting up with people's bullshit!
These my first face was a regular to the counter who is used to being done a certain way, I didn't know it and I sure as hell don't have all the skill (yet) to do what she wanted! Her English also wasn't great but I know enough Spanish to understand my work was being torn apart...but she was okay about it and it was fixed.
Second face, she wanted simple, no foundation, a smoky eye, and some blush...yes, that I can handle! Ohhhh until the obnoxious wedding party (I'm not going to say what nationality they are but no matter where I am the women always always hate on me!!) that was around starting saying how bad my work was and to get someone else to do it and the girl started to question my work!! I didn't even finish it. I feel like I let myself get beat down and defeated!! So I'm going to hold off (hell since I freelance it doesn't matter) work at it some more, and come back with a fucking vengeance!!!
I don't lose!

On another note, of course I was cute with the signature red lips!!

Faith in Forever 21

So you may or may not know this about me but I'm very picky about my clothes, their quality, and where they come from...years in retail will do that to you!! Well recently Forever 21 came out with a plus size line called Faith 21, it's not available in all of the forever 21 stores but you can order online (something that I do not like to do!). And I know F21 is hit or miss in the quality department, but I stumbled upon the giant known as the Forever 21 in Times Square, which has it's own Faith 21 section.



This store is a huge giant by the way! It's in the spot of the old Virgin Mega Store and it is still a huge 4 stories and gorgeous!!



Well the point of this (now turning into a) long winded post is I made my first clothing purchases at F21 and here's what I got!!

Wow oh wow

So I finally (since I last posted) got my Nikon D90, I'm no Stephen Albanese (even though after talking with him awhile ago he said it would be a great camera for me) but maybe I'll get there. It's stepped my picture taking game up but I still have far to go!!